Running in life

Running In Life

Since long time i din write a blog .after the day i see the accident.Coz is kind of busy doing my final year thesis.Through out whole sem,ppl in the world is worried and rushing,me either is a normal human being.Is trying to do my best and worried about my career,rushing my assignment.no time to loose.Time...is ...annoying...when u realise u always rushing in ur life..is kind of suffer.ppl rush for money,rush for food,rush for work,rush for school..woried about boss,worried about late,worried about work,worried about love,worried about career,worried about money..I wish some day the clock is forgotting the time...
I got insomnia again when tension come...I hate he feeling of worring..I hate to rush..but this is the rushing world that i live on..i remember there is a guy in tv when i watch in small..His name is Teddy Robin..and he say "..ppl rush time..is better then rushing by time..""late is better than din attend."Which makes me know...i m living in a world that is lock in time..every day,every ppl is having a running compertition wif time.Now..finally i settle all my assignment..and do wat i like..
Sometimes just feel unfair,why shud i rush?,why shud i care?somehow my marks in my study is same as some student which is not rushing and not care..Well..the world is unfair..this is the fact..accept what you are..and u will feel better..i m responsible for wat i do..i m responsible for my mum..i m responsible for my career..is just the matter of responsible..
"What we shud learn is run, not escape" well run and escape is a big different,we run towards our target..try the best of running.and not escaping problems, responsible.Rushing is care..what we rush of is what we care of..hope my blog brings comfortable for those who is rushing in life..and feel unfair for the sake of the world..what you r doing and wat you are rushing..u get the result..go on and run...run wif me...someday..u will reach ur destination in life..

Run with us,here are the top runners for their life and target..

"I run for 3 years..coz my girl leave me,Dunno wat to do!"Forrest Gump

"I run in my whole life,coz if i dont run master won't give food to me" Horse

"I sense DEmon Near By,Run for your life" Demon Hunter

" I run to win the champion and I win it" DeenaDrossin

Speed kill

Sunrise had over in long long time..beoz i wake up so late..is 2 pm when i awake..no choice coz i sleep in 5am morning..which is the time farmer and cow wake up to work..
Nothing to do,then call me frens goin the have lunch.On the way,i saw a horrible accident.where a guy crash his motorcycle in the the side of the road..and reading a old news paper with his whole head(which means is dead)..
human life is so easilly being taking away..appreciate ur life.while u can life more days..some people wanna live more but having no choice..
there is 2 many accident happen besides me...classmate...driving his motorcycle..speed like a flying birds,and crash into a car,like a morph crash into the fire..die on the spot..Somehow..one of my frens drive his motor rushing home carrying his mom..run at the speed..of 120 km / hour..and crash to the side of the road..but he din die,his mom does..i saw his feeling..coz i attend his mom funeral..he is paralise,crying like a baby..holding his mom casket..u take the life who is given u life..how sad.
The most incident is my aunt,she is the one who love me..she take me for 1st sushi lunch in melaka..and she bring me to swimming..she somehow in a place of peace..heaven..i hope she was happy living in there..with a pair of angle wing..she dies in an accident..which cause by my uncle..doctor said her whole body bone is broken..dies horriblely..in the date February 2003..where tat day is valentines day..I miss her so much..i know she had becoming a star in the sky..watching me taking my steps..She had become and pretty angle..and living in another dimension of our world...so does the motorcyclist who die today.speed kill...
I had watch so many accident..although i coz an accident 2...but i din kills the guy,i crash and broke his legs..which cause me about 800 + to cover of the medical fees..and goin to court facing the fucking judge..talking crap..asking me guilty o not..and from all these lesson,i learn..there is nothing special if u can run fast..u can speed up..make secure for your love one..dont speed when fetching them..u will regret..when u cause ur love dies..
one of my housemate in mmu nowadays..is still like all my frens who like to speed..he even can drive through the car which is moving on opposite dirction way..and he can even drive with 140 km/hour fetching us as their frens..and his girl fren...i hope he will reconise one day...i dont hope he is another one to goin to heaven or his gf or his mom...be faithful...be a secure driver...

Who will the skull be? your parents?your wife?your son? your girl fren? o who other one u love?...theis is wat happen when u crash then and bring them to hell

Speed Kills....dont speed.

wat i am

Is another boring day,so i plan to post my ever 1st blog..coz i m 2 much boring listen to english music,seeing the birds is flying on the sky..I love busy day,it makes me feel i had done something today,but the busy day is over,so i plan to do something instead of sitting doing nothing.I see my glass of water from hot changing to cold,i see the clock from 1 pm changing to 5 pm.The world is changing every second.
And i m changing following the world.Is a short time i reach 21 years old..i still remember when i was a kid,i dream to become 21 years old..coz i m big enuf the make my own desicion.but now on the other hand,i wish to become a kid.Being an adult is far much trouble than a kid.
Brain is working ,heart is beating, and i know i am living..every single movement i open my eyes and come back to the real world from dream land,i feel nothing special..i wish so many things,i wish i live in a sky city,i wish there is not clock is this world...i hate the person who create clock to show time..time is a limitation for me..i scare late,i scare all is out of my planning.
Wat i m is a good question for the philosopher,i m an insomnia freak.i cant sleep at night,dunno since when i meet this mental sick.well every one is sick in this world.I m an 3 D designer,I m a lover,i m an imprefectnism, i dont like every thing to being prefect.coz world goes wrong.wrong is wat i meet when i 1st start my kinder garden.Wat makes wrong let it be wrong,there is no such things as right or wrong in world.Just if u r confident that the wrong thing u do is right ,u will become right one day.I like play guitars,somehow i dont really know how to play it.
Goth is wat the style i like.night is a good climate for me to live on..i hate day which is hot.somehow i dunno wat i m..."coz i m wat ever u say i m"says Marylin Manson.cigratte is my best fren, smoke fly and disapear in a second, it cure my tension and make me edicted..the thing who following me always is my shadow.He wont leave u..and when the time i work hard..i would like to think..i m not tat hard work ..coz i got time to rest..my heart is more far hard work than me..coz it work all my life...if it din work,then i wont be working also.
Wat a boring blog i wanna post,the world is boring,i m boring..i wish i can get of this world.is 2 crowded,2 many peoples,2 many livings,2 many buildings...2 many problems,2 busy,2 rush for money...thats wat i m ..wat my thinking of my life..


He is the true artist...Marilyn Manson